FAMILY-noboby is left behind

Assalamualaikum…..and Bismillahirrahmanirrahimm…..


wuhooooo….we meet again, blogie….(im starting to call my blog "blogie"…..well,,,at least i think it’s a name-which’s-not-for-human)……korang msti plik kan…napa aku ni suke sgt skrg nulis blog ni…haaa, ni la aku nk ckp ni…aku sbnrnya boring gler…seminggu ni…mmg tak tau nk wat apa aku…..aku punya family da tingglkan aku…uhuhk..uhuk…..diorng skrg kat new zealnad..(everynite they call me and they are having a marvellous time there….how strange to hear all of these things which i shud hav xperience it.)……and here i am….alone…with this computer…in front of me……(thnk god i hav this compt beside me…..)…..u know …..i think i got sumthing quite intersting….huhuhuh,…today…im gonna write about….."family bond"…….
camnilah…aku pndekkan la critanya……..
last friday, i attended my kazen’s wedding ceremony…….and so it was…a wedding ceremony where we cud find a "pelamin" and "bunga telur" and when we’re about to to leave we are given this "telur" in a paper-container….(ohhhh, i used to love all of these things when i was little….but too bad, day by day, the tradition had started to change…..the telur thing had been replaced by sweets and candy….."potpourie" things..(sori if i mispelled that)…and many other stuffs…..im telling the truth, ok?…i watched as i remembered these things changed………how the world is changing now……huhuhh….well,,i guess that’s the way to live…..
back to my story……..
so..aku attend la wedding tu….alone without my family beside me..(they all went to new zealnd)..with my kinda-shy sister and a quite-closed relative…..we went there….and as soon as we reached there, im started to get lost.."ok..wat shud i do now…smile? just smile or shud i go and meet my other realtives?…….how am i supposed to do that………i never do that alone..this is my very first time..attending a relative-wedding-ceremony without my family..im totally lost…how to face them…..its not that i dun know them…it’s just that, i forget their names, i know them…and some of them were starting to smile at me…so i just smiled back…like a totally-psycho….."..see, this is wat hapened when u dun really know
ur own relatives while ur relatives do realy know you!!!!!…..ahhh, god..this is such a humuliatng situation…im lost and i dun know who im meeting…i dun know wat to do…..arghh!!!…need help here……so im starting to think again….shud i just go inside the house or shud i just stay outside and looking like a lost person?…NO…..that’s a big humiliate….thnk god…..when i just went inside the house……there was it, my aunty…(my father’s sister)….smiling at me and inviting me inside…so, i started to chill down a bit…(thnk u god!!)……i just "salam2" ngn diorng semua…..Alhamdulillah, the ceremony went good…….lpas slm2 tu, kitorng borak2 jap…and sum of them didnt noticed me…..bucz…i was wearing like a 20 years-old matured lady…huhu…im proud……yes, i wore a dark-red..(like a fish-blood) long-blouse…a white boot-cut pants….and a pink "tudung".(with a "wrdina-style.ahahah)..and a white handbag……is this sounds like im wearing a matured lady outfit……….well, it doesnt sound but it does look….huhuhu……so, they keep saying, "gosh, i almost dont recognize u……are u 15 or wat?…hahahah…funny……lpas borak2 tu, kitorng turun bwh..mkan kjp…n then, naik atas blik….salam2 again, sbb da nk blik……pg kejap giler…sbb malu weii………..ramai sgt relative yg aku knl tapi tak ingt nama…and then aku pun x knal sgt diorng….diorng tgk aku pun cam.."mcm aku pnh tgk budak ni…tapi kat mana ye…."…ahahah….aku x thn da ngn pndngn diorng yg mcm tu………….
sooo…itulah pengalaman aku…bdk umr 15 thn pegi wedding ceremony…ALONE……(x de la alone….tapi pg 3 org pun rase cam alone…..sebbaik kakak aku ada….tapi..diatu jadi mak turut aku…aku jln sini…dia jaln sini..patut aku la yg ikut dia…….ni aku pulak yg acting like kakak…….sbb tu la rmai org ckp aku ni kakak dia ke…pdahal dia la kakak aku..apapun, bukan salah dia….haha) jadinya…ngkorang semua, inilah padahnya ble kita x knl sgt kita punya saudara mara kita…..ramai org ckp…family ni itula..inila….tapi korang kna ingt…masa time nk buat kenduri, kenduri arwah, majlis kesyukuran…sapa yg tolong kita buat bnda ni nnti?….family jgk kan…..korng maybe tak rase lagi btapa pntgnya family ni……..nnti korng tua nnti taula……..nasib aku dilahirkan dlm family bond yg kuat dan rapat la jgk…..walaupun kkitorng cam jarang jumpa n kdg2 ada mslh tu….msalah ni…tapi biasala bnda tu terjadi………..korng jgnlah percaya yg dunia, kwn2, gilfen or boyfren korng yg akan tolong korng masa sush nnti……..tuhan sndri akan tunjuk btapa pntgnya family bond……….walaupun ada di antra famliy member kita yg x brape nk menjadi…..tapi…..ingtlh, biarlah diorng tu, kita ni yg da tau pntgnya bersaudara rapat……cuba jgn jadikan itu sbg pnghalang………kita ada otak untk berfikir……….jadi fikirlah……Tuhan pun da ckp kan……."berbaik2lah kamu di antra saudara kamu dan jgn lah berburuk2 sangka" (sori, aku ada edit skit perkataan nya..tapi mksud dia samanya)….aku pun mengaku yg kdg2 family aku pun ada mslh….tapi….itu bukan satu penghalang untk aku terus bermsam muka….mama n papa aku ckp…biarlah dgn diorng…….asalkan kita berbuat baik dan lakukan bnda yg btul……..itu da memadai…..kita hanya mmpu berserah dan berdoa…….harp2 diorng sedar yg kita tlah berbuat baik untk mereka(saudara-mara aku)……………tapi…..apa2 saja masalah yg timbul…bnda tu akan hilang sendri……mmg hilng sendri…..sengketa2 dlu da dlupakan…………dimakan masa……..
itu la pntgnya bersabar dan keep hoping for the best to our family…………ingatlah korang……..bnda ni akan bg kesan kpd korng…………….ingt…Family is one of the best thing God ever given to us………..cuba la berusaha rapatkan bond tu……korng ni blum pape…da ckp fam korng ni..itula..inila….pdhal korng x knl langsung fam korng………….hipocrit!!…..aku sbnrnya x ske org yg x ske sgt ngn family dia…..pttnya bersyukur…dia ada family……….